My Story

Greetings!  Thank you for visiting the Traveling Thyroid.  This is my journey of health and wellness, so please join me on this experience.

I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism on Friday 13 September, 2013.  It was a completely unexpected diagnosis, for which I am eternally grateful to my OGBYN for running the labs.  When she recommended a thyroid panel, I actually said to her “Okay crazy lady, whatever you want, but I don’t need to deal with the results until after I return from my three month work trip!”  I actually called my gyno a crazy lady… and she is the one who perhaps saved my life.  So THANK YOU, Dr. Clifton!

I was only 26 when I was diagnosed.  Twenty six years old.  Hypothyroidism happens much more often in post menopausal women, so of course I was thrown for a loop.  I didn’t know what the thyroid did, where it was in my body, or how its poor function affected me.  In hindsight, I had many indicators of my dwindling health, but was too proud and arrogant to go to the doctors to seek help.  I thought I could manage my fatigue, lose the weight on my own, and if only I ate better, I could feel better.  However, those weren’t my only symptoms.  I had gained about 35 pounds in under a year, without large diet or activity changes; my skin was so dry, that with my weight gain I had severe stretch marks, deep purple in hue and more than some of my friends who have had multiple children; I was so fatigued at work, that if I talked to somebody for 20 minutes, I’d have to sit like a zombie for two hours to get my energy back up.  I had always been an outgoing, energetic, happy person, and I was merely a shell of my former self.  I would come home from work, so exhausted, that I’d lay down on the floor or on the couch for 30 minutes so that my dogs could greet me, as I was too tired to play with them.  Then, I’d drag myself off the couch to “cook”, which was by this point almost always a frozen bagged meal, as I didn’t have the endurance to stand around the kitchen preparing dinner, after such an exhausting day.

About a month before my diagnosis, my husband asked me to see a doctor.  Phew, that man is brave!  Not only was I have physical physical side-effects, I was also have emotional ones.  I was so irritable and it showed in my marriage.  I married a magnificent man, he’s patient, kind, and supportive.  Early in our courtship, I had told him that “I need a husband who is willing to stand up for my health and wellness, even if I don’t see it myself”.  That may not be a normal request in a new relationship, but I lost my mother to suicide when I was only five.  I’ll never have an accurate picture of her health, mentally or physically, when she took her own life, but I’d always known I needed a life partner who was willing to be honest with me, even when I refused to see the bigger picture.  Well, my husband did just that.  He told me that I’d be so terribly rude and abrasive, although I didn’t need him to tell me, I knew deep down I wasn’t loving him and was driving him away.  Lo and behold, he was aware that something was off with my body, although we didn’t know until just a few weeks later.  To this day, he has never said “I told you so” about my health.  He’s been supportive and for that I am grateful.

I could go on and on about my side-effects, but I will disclose some of the others as time goes on.  For now, I need to figure out how to Blog!  This is entirely new to me.  Thank you for your patience and support, and thank you for visiting the Traveling Thyroid!

xoxo,
-V

 

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